My beloved pupper dog

On April 7, 2017 I lost my best friend....Daisy.  After 16 years of constant loyalty I had to put her down.  I feel as if my child has died, my heart is broken.

I have lived through so much death in my life, my first dog ~ Suzy, father, grandparents, sister, mother, aunt..... I am literally alone, an orphan.

I ask the big question....Why am I still here?  This life is so fucking hard, why did they get to go on to better things and I am stuck here waiting.  I AM NOT the strong person people think I am ~ I am broken, sad and tired of everything.

I have cried so many tears in this life, I don't want to cry anymore.  GIVE ME A BREAK!!!!
Just to have that sweet fuzzy face come and lick my tears would mean so much to me right now.