I finally went to WW and weighed in today. The last time I was there was Feb 11 and I am so dissapointed with myself I have gained 18.6 pounds since then. I know that if I stay focused and remain on the program and actually work the program I can lose the weight. I totally feel bummed right now. So just for you Face book world I am going to actually tell you how much I weigh. It's my punshment for getting lost in the food addiction world. Right now as of this very moment I weigh 194.6 - OUCH that is just so bad. Breathe, breathe, breathe......guess I could think of worse things I could be addicted to. It's almost like I have given the money away each month instead of gained from the experience, stupid, stupid me. OK I'm done with my pity party. NOW you see why I have gone public - I need to stay in check, I need to know if I mess up you'all will know and because you love me you will tell me I'm gonna hate myself if I don't stop.
Today my food intake:
4 points - 1 WW vanilla smoothis with blueberrys (good drink to take in car on way to work)
6 points - Fuji Apple and Pecan Chicken salid w/no chicken and no cheese from Panera
0 points - Large Ice Tea w/lemon
0 points - Fuji Apple
Since it is Friday I am trying to save my points for Friday night dinner so I have 19 points left what kind of trouble can I get in with that many?
So had serves to do tonight and I just got home, my tummy was hungry before I got here, I stopped and got a turkey burger at carls jr.....WOW one is 13 points now I only have 6 left guess I'll have a slice of turkey loaf and call it good. Guess I got my protein in today for those of who was asking.
Now for the weekend this is where I mess up to much food around.
Chow for the night and hugs to all. Thanks for the support.
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